I ended up dreaming
I was driving, in an SUV type vehicle I think.
It was dark,
I'm not sure if it was raining, or just kind of icky out, no it wasn't raining but there wasn't a lot of visibility, it may have been fog...
anyways, I was listening to some monologue from a movie, I don't know what movie or if it even exists but in my dream it was kind of a classic...It was a movie most people had seen but I hadn't, anyways I was listening to this monologue while driving rather erratically trying to find an address, I think I was listening to the monologue on a loop, and a lot of it was giving me directions as to where I was going. I don't remember everything the woman in the monologue said but it was basically along the lines of the worst thing that was happening was having to give over her life to this other woman, that she'd moved in to her house, and all around stolen her identity. She had this immense pain in her voice as she spoke. I felt this insane connection with her, I needed to know her, I felt like I already did, I almost felt like finding out whatever it was I was searching for would help me know something of myself, because she WAS myself... I was frantically trying to find her house. I came to a stop light that was green, I slowed down for it so I could take down the address that the woman spoke of in the monologue, the road took a sharp turn to the left into a driveway, but while I didn't take the turn too fast, I didn't really have my hands on the wheel I guess, something, I took the turn as tight as I could and ended up with the tail end of my vehicle right on the edge of the road. Did I mention the corner of the road was a 200 foot drop into the bay? Well it was. Anyways I woke up to myself freefalling, waiting for the impact.
I have way too many of these dreams where I wake up falling or dying, or almost dying... what does dying represent in dreams? Isn't it tremendous change or something? Hmm.. I'm a go look it up...
well according to Dreams: health sex and everything else
death/dying means "end of a cycle. something is finally over" but I never completely die, so something is almost over? What is it and why do I want it to end so badly?
a beach is where conscious and unconscious meet, a car represents personal power, ego; which apparently I don't have any control over that, and don't take much responsibility for it if I'm writing while I drive..
falling is a loss of honor, fear of failure, loss of power and feeling out of control...
under home it says "center of being. spiritual self. shelter. basic need fulfilled. happiness within the family" and this is something I was frantic to find, only it was someone else's home, yet if this woman was me, then it was my home too... hmmm and
a house in general represents financial security, happiness within the family, honor and dignity, being.
That I was in a hurry symbolized the end of a situation, danger of an accident, and doomed for disappointment (wonderful...).
That I was on a journey of sorts means mystery, excitement, transition from one state to another; moving towards something. I
f light means illumination, vision, a readiness to accept reality, then I wonder what dark means.. heh.. that I was lost means I am out of control and direction, lacking in confidence somewhere in my life.
Night: darkness, mystery, unconscious contents, there is a myster that I want to penetrate.
A road represents achievement of something, direction, a question over my life's path, the fact that it takes a sharp turn and I lose control...i am beginning to hope this dream wasn't prophetic heh... searching is exploration, looking for recognition of desires or wants...
water is cleansing. life. emotions. "ask yourself about yoru current feelings."
wreck: ruined. disorderly. there is a barrier to progress in your plans.
writing: communication. review of your feelings. record of experience.
*shrug* I'm just looking stuff up on this site and hoping, please someone who has a clue interpret my dream...
well according to Dreams: health sex and everything else
death/dying means "end of a cycle. something is finally over" but I never completely die, so something is almost over? What is it and why do I want it to end so badly?
a beach is where conscious and unconscious meet, a car represents personal power, ego; which apparently I don't have any control over that, and don't take much responsibility for it if I'm writing while I drive..
falling is a loss of honor, fear of failure, loss of power and feeling out of control...
under home it says "center of being. spiritual self. shelter. basic need fulfilled. happiness within the family" and this is something I was frantic to find, only it was someone else's home, yet if this woman was me, then it was my home too... hmmm and
a house in general represents financial security, happiness within the family, honor and dignity, being.
That I was in a hurry symbolized the end of a situation, danger of an accident, and doomed for disappointment (wonderful...).
That I was on a journey of sorts means mystery, excitement, transition from one state to another; moving towards something. I
f light means illumination, vision, a readiness to accept reality, then I wonder what dark means.. heh.. that I was lost means I am out of control and direction, lacking in confidence somewhere in my life.
Night: darkness, mystery, unconscious contents, there is a myster that I want to penetrate.
A road represents achievement of something, direction, a question over my life's path, the fact that it takes a sharp turn and I lose control...i am beginning to hope this dream wasn't prophetic heh... searching is exploration, looking for recognition of desires or wants...
water is cleansing. life. emotions. "ask yourself about yoru current feelings."
wreck: ruined. disorderly. there is a barrier to progress in your plans.
writing: communication. review of your feelings. record of experience.
*shrug* I'm just looking stuff up on this site and hoping, please someone who has a clue interpret my dream...
