Well I got my phone replaced. It cost me $50 which is better than the $500 the phone is actually worth, but still more than I wanted to pay to replace a phone I only bought less than a week ago. They overnight shipped it to me so I didn't have to go more than 12 hours without a phone. It was pretty impressive heh...

I've been thinking about Brandi a lot lately.
I still feel unresolved.
I'm pretty sure I always will.
I wished so strongly for her to hate me when everything happened,
and now I'm sure I got my wish.
Now I just want to talk to her, see how she's doing, what her life has been like.
We are different people now so it's not like I want us to get back together, I'm sure she's still with her girlfriend and whatnot. That is NOT the purpose of my inquiry. She just made this huge difference in my life, she's someone important to me and I just wish we could have kept in touch.
It's been about two and half years since we broke up.
Decent amount of time.
I'm pretty sure I'm over wanting to be with her still,
I'm just not over the fact that she has no place in my life.
Or rather there is a place for her, that can never be filled.
First loves.
*sigh*