ok...
so I was supposed to get off at 11
didn't get off till almost midnight
just now stepped in the door around 1am.
It's snowing
a lot
again...
I've had a fairly miserable day all things considered
people were complete idiots at work (not coworkers, guests) too many people were yelling, impatient, unhappy, and just plain rude.
I still have this gawd-awful head cold/sinus crap/ear pain thing
and...
K said no to going on a date with me.
she is spending time with her ex on friday
she hopes they'll get back together
i told her straight up that I was asking her out on a date and did it bother her that I would keep asking until she either said "back off" or "no"
she said it didn't bother her and that she really doesn't know what's going on with her and her ex...
I told her that I don't take hints, I don't assume anything and that I'm interested in her enough to get turned down a few dozen times
though I'm really hoping it doesn't come to that
are things ever simple?
if things were simple would we still want them after we got them?
I have two tickets to the orchestra and am thankful that I didn't make the reservations to the french restaraunt I was planning on taking her....
I would like to go to the orchestra still
I don't want to go by myself
I don't want to take anyone else
I feel like a sick dog that needs to be put down